oh baby. let me just tell you this week has been an emotional roller coaster. i've been so sad, so empty feeling, and full of anxiety. i've also been super happy and embracing the moment. i am so sad to graduate! i LOVEDDDDDD high school. every single year i loved. i can't get over how much i loved high school. and then this year, oh man! it was filled of fun. i wish i didn't stress so much about college, but still. applying to colleges, homecoming, Christmas break which i completely forget what i did haha, going to chicago, senior events, belize/guatemala, senior ball, sadies, dances, plays, new classes, meeting new people, embracing being a senior... ahhh to many things to say! but this week is the first week in my whole life where i have FINALLY understood the true meaning of cherishing every moment. i am such a go getter kind of person that i am looking forward to everything in front of me, which is good, but i guess i don't always embrace whats right in front of my eyes. i'm not even kidding i cried soo hard on tuesday and told meghan she'd always be my best friend, hugged mrs. mac and told her how great she was, and cried to melanie about how much i loved high school. its the first time where i am cherishing every SINGLE moment. i thought i already did that, but something hit me and i'm embracing it so much more. i have th ebest friends anyone could ever ask for. we went to sweet tomatoes today after finals.. our tradition haha and haven't broke it all of high school ahh it was our last, and we were just laughing sooo hard about all our fun memories and sharing stories that some of us never knew, and i was looking around at tables of people and i realized how blessed i am to have friends where we get along SOOO well and have fun ALL the time! no matter what. man i'm skipping around. but this week has also been sad because everyone has been pulling the "its the last time i'm going to..." kind of lines. soo sad. and my teachers were so good! ahh so sad. anyways tomorrow is graduation. and thats going to be exciting and sad too. and then grad night! i'm so glad we are having grad night to finish it off @ clubsport, oh baby, so fun! i have been so blessed in high school and to be apart of foothill. i am SO glad i was involved and made sure i got to know lots of different people. i love the class of 2007!!
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not to make you any more sad but just think about it...had you not decided to go away to school next year, you could be a middle school leader. what a poor poor bad poor decision you have made. however, it's not too late to right this wrong. let biola (that's a lame acronym anyway) know that you have reconsidered and you have decided to join one of the most prestigious ministry teams in the US. They will understand.
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